sad and irritated... why?

cause when i think back when i could once call her "my girl"...

we never had time to go out together and when we did it was always cancelled. initially it was understandable.... today when i think back about her past and her present. i simply feel irritated.

the promises we made to each other... we never had the chance to fulfill them and more so they were promised and then taken back. i simply feel irritated.

hai... what did i do wrong to deserve this... its vexing enough having to lose her... its more irritating now that she's happy with her ex then now actual bf because i'm just a failure to not be able to make her this happy.

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