just when you think there's no such thing as "A Sign"

ok this is kinda freaky for me. just when i talked about my friend's bf issue... it happens to me. Just when i blogged about it about how restricted she felt. i felt it close to my heart yesterday. so after realising it on my blog and she sounded it out. i knew i screwed up. felt kinda hurt not for the fact that she's complaining to me about it. but what i have done to her. i felt that it was a failure on my part to care for her in whatever way i could.

so we kinda settled it out at the moment. i hope it doesn't destroy our relationship. i hope that we can continue to build from where we are. i hope i can really say that she is my gf. somehow... deep down in my heart... i really want to see how things will work out 2 years down the road. will i hear the church bells ring 5 years down the road?

so yup... back to the topic... i dunno how it could be so coincidental that i have a friend complain to me about her bf and the next day my darling does the same. its really "A Sign" .... a preemptive wake up call i guess?

so i'm changing my ways... i'm trying to be a better person to her. and also a better person to myself.

hoping for the best.

on to some other stuff...

i'm getting my new furniture tomorrow!!! yipee!!! new wardrobe, new table, new drawer, relatively new bed and a brand new look to my room! so excited! went to ikea to buy my stuff... spent like a total of 8 hours over 2 days choosing my items...and finally its gonna arrive.