elloz...

hmm... chirstmas eve and i'm about to start letting out a lot of frustrations i've had over the course of the end and especially today....

anyway good news first.... i flew this morning... lol... on christmas eve i went to fly.... joke of the day... anyway same profile Instrument Flying... but today i was able to fly it with stunning accuracy.... climbing at exactly 80knots, decending at precisely 75knots.... heading exact to 0 degrees deviation.... talk about feeling good... its like scoring an A for history... (which i never got for your info... :P history idiot blogging, do not disturb... haha) then today i was introduced to what one calls Unusual Attitude or UA... basically the instructor will put the aircraft into an unusual position from a cruise configuration while i am doing instrument flying... so for example he will suddenly yank the control column backwards such that the aircraft will pitch up (causes a speed drop if u don't increase power) and then requiring me to recover the aircraft from the UA. simple yeahz? actually its quite simple.... the only worry is that the aircraft and you will be subjected to G forces... something land lovers may never experience... except on roller coasters.

so what happened to me was simple.... without looking outside the window, i feel a sudden positive G force, (ie i feel weight pushing against me) and the aircraft speed drops from 95knots to about 60knots in 2 seconds while climbing maybe some 3 to 400 feet in that span of time... yahz so will sometimes stun tio... at first i didn't react fast cause in instrument flying, one must make adjustments gradually and smoothly which i had problems doing last flight... so now he say must be a bit more pro active... lol.... then the controllers today all ladies.... first time manz... seletar tower and paya lebar app both chabor.... the sweet talking ones that i haven't heard for some 5months... then another guy controller at seletar ground also so nice.... go and wish me merry christmas... haha..

now the sad part.... i believe i will be stereotyping too much.... but oh well... sue me... sorry santa.... i need to voice this out... buay tahan... had to go to hougang today on my way home to buy some food for dinner... decided to take the LRT line at sengkang for the fun of it... then took a lift down from LRT level to NEL line level... basically from level 3 to B1... then at level 1, some people went out and this lady with a baby pram wanted to come in... and the door operator... some woman who hates society closed the door on her even after that lady said the wait... then i felt this pain in my head that injustice has been done and this sensation to want to either correct it or break her neck... hee... so i told her "hold the door" then still no reaction..... bloody shit... so i went to push the door open button and she stared at me.... idiot lor... then the rest of the people in the lift also never do anything... hai.... no wonder (making reference to zhao yuan's blog) that some people despise singaporeans... this is one of the case examples of why i intend to form an unofficial society called LASS (League of Anti Singaporean Scum)... which currently has only 1 member .... ME!!! hahahahahahah....... membership is free unless you're scum where i will charge $200 and misplace your membership particulars.... muahahahahhaha.... take that scum!!!

next up is at ntuc, first encounter being this young girl highly possible she is a hougang-ian... trying to push the trolley into the supermarket... then i also wanted to rush in (my style... in and out, thats what its all about) -- nice line.. so she stopped, but she had right of way so i let her go.... then she didn't go.... then i gave her a signal to go.. and she still didn't go.... then i moved on and she moved on..... dammit.... so i had to ballet dance between her cart and a pile of christmas hampers....

another being the toopid cashier who was serving me... i greet her "good afternoon" she looks at me... -_-'' i finish and wish her "merry christmas" she looks at me again.... wtf.... i say that for a reason lehz.... fine.... then i head for the nel station to come home... being irritated by all my encounters for the day they run through my mind and as i walked out of hougang mall i had hoped to see something that would calm me down.... ai zai... got leh.... one man walking towards me with half his index finger in his nose.... (pauses to try and erase that horrible image) basket....

in the train even worse.... got this woman in the train sitting next to me.... she smelled nice for some reason... either the smell of freshly knitted cotton (her suit) or some funny perfume... so i ignore and started reading my flight book... what the hell man... when she received a call she started talking so LOUD!!!!! and even though it was in chinese.... it was soooo bloody shrill and loud nothing i read went into my head... and it doesn't help the topic i was reading was on human sickness and resistance to alcohol and effects of tropical diseases (ie BORING!!!) in the end all i could remember was her conversation in chinese..... "i'm going to JB" "oh i'm just going there to play play" "i'm sitting the train now to woodlands" furthermore it was like my cd player.... track 1 track 2 track 3 playing..... AND IT WAS BLARDY LOOPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aiyohz... sianz.... then i thought she may be some kind of biZ woman.. u know must entertain client.... she stood up and i saw she was wearing the most AWFUL clothes.... jacket top, something like a mix between 3/4 pants and full pants and think bell bottom made of some polyester quality.... and u get some hanging piece of shit.... and u could see her ankles.... god... looked awful..... and to top it off she was wearing those sandle shoes... light blue, pink (despite being xiu's fav colour) was totally distasteful and an utter sore to me.... piss off....

anyway i thing that kinda cooled me off was that i recalled this dream i had this morning.... heh heh... i won't tell u the details.... but yeap "she" was in there.... i was in japan looking for someone i met during my student exchange programme... her name is kana.... that was the first dream.. the second dream was a scene back in outram... yupz my secondary school... i was doing my relief teaching there when my ohime (japanese for princess) came to see me and i was greeted by a more than friendly greeting... perhaps veering towards the more warm and affectionate side... u fill in the details... hee... but as i recall this dream... this happy and wonderful dream... i come to realise (as in like right now it just came to my mind) that it is one of the many happy dreams that never materialise... yesh i had dreams of passing history.... (right... a very bad joke) yeahx... perhaps thats why only fairy tales only have couples living happily ever after... but a wise friend told me i'm an "idealist in love" (meaning one who has high expectations) and i am proud to say i'm a man of the past... one that believes in traditional values... ie not picking up girls in the middle of orchard.... which practically makes life very difficult for me.... lol....

i'll stop here for today... gotta go for dinner nowz...

till my dreams come true...

good day

merry christmas...