"A well-made shield can withstand the harsh brutality of battle, but it would never last forever..." --- Chua BS

this blog entry was not completely uploaded due to an internet connection failure.... well.... anywayz... basically i'm damm moody this evening...... so yahz..... nothing much else to talk about..... much of it i've decided to censor anyway..... too hurt to blog it..... really.... tonight will be painful..... i know it.....

have i made a rash decision? or perhaps a decision straight from my heart? or perhaps a decision out of the great care i have for her? perhaps... i was just wrong...

"A pilot may trust his fellow engineer colleagues... but what he may not know is that a simple act of treachery for revenge/jealousy/hatred..... and the pilot will never see life again..." --- Chua BS