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went to YFC for my R/T oral today.... basically went for ES for about..... 1hr.... well technically we did very little..... judging from the fact that we have a team of highly dedicated people that cannot agree with each other and rely of telekinetic transmission of information through ultrasound techniques that are too advanced for me to hear.

so left for YFC around.... 3.20pm. required to arrive at 4.30pm for Radiotelephony oral. took 105 to serangoon with kalai and talked about anything and everything under the sunzz...... took 103W which came shortly when i arrive at da interchange.... on da bus....did some reflections again.... nothing new though..... haha.... any new insights.... definitely....

so reached there at 4.32pm... whoops.... but anywayz my instructor Siva was still having a meeting with the other instructors.... yahz and when i went to the OPS room.... i saw 3 names put down for CT/4E training.... A Rahman, Chua YC and Chai HQ... to my knowledge.... these names were put down even without a pass in their medical.... YC said that they're being hopeful. cause to date these fellow CT/4E candidates have tried and were not able to enter the programme.

this is intended to honour them... to let our fellow readers know that these individuals had the potential to be CT/4E pilots:

Li Yan
Tan SJ
Chan WX
Lim SS
Wong KQ

yupzz..... these people were the lucky few to have been chosen to enter the CT/4E programme... but unfortunately could not pass their medical component of the entrance to the course. now that i've left the programme... i now stand by your side in the Piper and salute you all at the same time. you have my utmost respect.

went to ground school and saw mr preetwant.... told me to surrender all my CT/4E materials.... i was soooo heartbroken... its like this evil force has caused u to lose your girl..... then next whatever remains dear to you... is also taken away piece by piece.... my personal helmet, my name on the CT/4E board...... my CT/4E studying materials.... and the most important of all... my Flight Reference Cards.... .... can feel the life being drained outta me.... all i can do now.... is to reflect on what memories i have collected from her.

yahz on the way back home todayz.... was thinking about respect.... respect is something which i hold as one of my pillars of my life.... if he or she deserves the respect... i'll give it. what you'll receive from me is nothing but loyalty and devotion to whatever i'm tasked to do. but if you screw up.... i'll understand..... but slackers lose all the respect they can find on the floor from me..... its kinda like a flaw for me as i kinda never treat them equally unless they really work their ass off... there's also the other group which plays dirty in their everyday lives..... these people rotten as they may be..... and no matter how much respect they hold in my books previously..... u can kiss it goodbye before you can even let ya heart beat once.

but seriously.... my schedule is very busy..... so busy that i know i'm as good as commiting suicide by making this entry. i mean i can fully understand the commitments i have to make to whatever i do.... but if you're just gonna sit there and keep quiet in a situation which grants you the freedom to talk.... then TALK lah!!!! basket..... wasting my time..... is it worth mentioning you people... i think not.

oki some of the readers may feel fired up by this..... but there is no reason for me to apologise unless for the fact that i've glorified you and that you do not wish to be glorified, fine apology will be written. but other that this is my blog.... we leave in a democratic country..... i have the right to say whatever i want..... no questions askeed. this blog does not have your name splashed all over the shop right? sooo....... if ya not satisfied with what i type? kindly inform me in a honour fit for a gentleman or lady of what u dun like.... if you think you're not up to standard... just leave. thank you for your kind understanding.

whoops look at the timez...... gotta go nowz....... tata people