its been awhile huh... aha again.... sorry people.... things have been busy for me...

well i've got my results after a long and stressing wait for the teachers to finally mark my supplementary paper. in the meantime, i was already planning what i would do for YFC and my first 6 months of no education. haha... then suddenly Wen You gets her mail and tells me she got conditionaly promoted. she told me her score but to give her my respect i will not reveal it.

so i'm like, am i getting mine yet? pleasE??? but nope not in da mail.... 3 days later it arrives... my mom grabs it from me and slowly opens it... oh ya the sch addressed it to my Dad. NOT ME!!! kukunene... oh wellz.... then my mom slowly opens it..... woah.... i nearly got a heart attack, nose bleed, hyper ventilation all at one time... then suddenly...... wham..... i have done well enough to promote to next year!!! haha.....

yfc, i'm now at sortie 15 and i'm nearing my first solo. probably gonna be the first CJCian to earn first solo in a long time. though my loyalty to the school is rather weak compared to Outram. i still wanna do something for it. ahem, probaby not under ES. hehe... well things are getting better now at YFC. though my score doesn't look too good to go to PPL... i'm still going to try my best to get there!!! not for sch, not for my friends, but for myself! call me selfish in a sense... but this is something i really want to do from the bottom of my heart.... i dunno what'll i'll do without it.

hmmm.... oh yahz.... Siva, my primary instructor at YFC, has told me to start reading up on RAMS. Risk Assessment Management System. something like that i think. thats only for PPL students to fill in ya? haha something interesting huh.... well hopefully.... hopefully i'll get into PPL... this 3 Letters fill my mind everyday.... P P L. if i can just get my landings correct. but hey..... if ya need a roller coaster ride.... you know where to get ya pilot ya? haha

hmm.... to tell you the truth.... lately... i've been feeling very.... erm.... empty... like... its like a sad song playing as u see me..... i can feel this emptiness in my heart... its like, this longing for someone to devote to is getting stronger and stronger.... though i am new to this thing... this feeling has been there for a long time.... this sense of devoting to someone close to me....

oh wellz.... haha today went for my tooth operation... haha i've got new teeth... temporary ones..... took 2hr30mins... yeahz...... but wahh... trimming the teeth was freakin painful..... its worth then burns and stuff..... cause she's drilling next to the nerve... arrgh!!!!.... shit manz.... pain pain.... now i scared to bite burgers and stuff....