hiZ....
cool down day successful.....

to my dear friend who has helped me through yesterday.... refer to previous blog.... you have shown me what light there is left.... my prayers for thanks go to you last night and tonight.... god bless you for being such a wonderful person to me... i owe you another one babe...

today went to yfc to make sure that SoB (not SBO = Skeletal Battle Order) think female doggy... doesn't get another chance to arrow me.... soo i went down to study for my next flight which will cover flapless circuit and glide circuit... glide circuit.... think engine failure at 1500 ft above runway and land safely. it was today that i found out that pilots have a lot of devotion to their girlfriends and girlfriends have a lot of devotion to the pilots.

Case 1: Girlfriend gives him a Weather Charm. Basically its a japanese charm used to ward away bad weather. So simple and nice.... basically a white cloth with some small sphere insde the cloth to give a head. a simple face and a string to secure the sphere and woala.... its finished. and apparently its working manz.... all his flights were successful.... good gosh...

Case 2: He attained his First Solo wings from YFC. think some kind of military award for bravery or something. something you cannot achieve anywhere else.... something really special to you... and he gives his wings to her. though i found out 10seconds later that she broke up with him..... hai.... cheap wings manz...... oh wellz... thats beside the point....

then on the way home on 86.... had a dream about her.... (no naughty thinking blog readers..... no sex involved) lets just say we had our time together without externalities.... yahz.... *censored* (this goes into my diary) hee.... but i assure you.... there wasn't intimate kissing yet.... its not as if reality had made it that far yet.... well.... that image of her in my dream has been scarred into mind. (can't seem to find the correct postive connotation while maintaning that degree) though the dream would have carried on if not for that toopid bus driver.... doesn't know how to brake properly.... instead of a smooth braking.... he applies the brakes damm hard.... lets go and applies damm hard again.... like some drummer or something....

then when i got home.... saw this couple riding up the escalator while i was standing behind them.... manz..... they were doing almost the exact same thing i dreamt about.... was in totally.... like...... erm..... well basically i just sighed and admired.... (whilel trying not to stare)

hai... haha.... talked about the spare tyre theory again.... hai..... sooooo accurate.... am i that cheap? should i lower myself to that level? will i lower myself to tat level..... so many questions...... too many rash decsions......