good day,

hmmmm tis an interesting question i must ask myself today. i finally finished a letter and after keeping a copy of the letter, as i always do in case it gets lost halfway. i dunno whether it was fate or what, but i only finished the letter when i reached the post office...

hmmm situation first. :P

well basically was writing a letter back home and i thought to myself. "shit man.... shaun your time managements SUCKS! you can't even finish a 6 page letter in 2 nights!" which is true lahz... it happens when you kind of limited with topics to talk about? heck for obvious reasons. 'so i managed to finish 3 pages and made a photocopy of it for reference. you know... imagine someone comes up to you one day and says... "oei! you owe me a treat! like you said you would in your letter" then i can go... "where got.... is it WRITTEN down there?" hee hee hee... of course thats a retarded reason. its to keep track of what i say.... lol....piss off irritating to write for 10 minutes knowing a minute after that that the pen feels funny... like its written this before.... *refers to previous letter* oh *beep*!!! point proven?

so yeah went to pick up some food for my night flying instructors. so i was madly writing on the van as we went from base to downtown. it was quite a bumpy ride, but not my mind... never felt like writing a letter could be so mind boggling... hmmm hmmm.... perhaps that last page that was never photocopied... ie there's no record of it.... shall be the most valuable piece of history that i will never have logged. what a joke. its like Russia signing a treaty with the US for eternal piece and the pen they use has no ink. finding it out that it was made in China, like everything else in this world, waging war and throwing every damm thing at them and eventually forgetting which company that pen belonged to. Parker. brand of America, made in China... wtf... *rolls eyes*

anyway.... after sending that package, and walking out of the post office... suddenly i felt this weight suddenly lift off my shoulders.... as if something that was holding me down has let me free.... or something that i once had, has left me. woah.... sounds important huhz.... haha... well its probably gonna be my last letter out of australia... i think... crap but i got so many stamps left!!! argh!!! lol....

19 more events to go.... i can smell home.... perhaps to return a new man.... but probably one who has become more evil.... tis a sad part of me that has grown... have become more aggressive already.... am self declared the bastard senior... omg.... is it because i'm the student body discipline officer or is it just me.... but yet at the same time i still see that old part of me that wants to share my knowledge and passion with the juniors... tis is something i'll always be deep inside.

good day.

chuabs