hey!

back to blogging.... again i've not blogged for a long time. nothing new. sad. anyway now the squadron's stepping up on internet security as you can see with all the censored stuff.

finally managed to catch up with my darling sis... my my... university does make things complicated to the extent that it changes people. people mature in uni, people grow in uni and the list goes on... its quite saddening to learn of what has happened... 210906... but i do hope that i was able to cheer you up. its the only thing i can do from all the way down under... but it was a surpriser what our chat brought up... hmmmm..... lets see how things go first ya? who knows what circumstance has in store for us. hee hee hee....

anyway we managed to earn ourselves another bookout! wicked!!! haha... this time i made sure i woke up early so that i can take the public transport to freemantle... lol.... crazy man..... 1.5hrs of travelling from bullsbrook to midland perth to freemantle. fierce... then we nearly had khailis for lunch, but in the end went to another one next door called cicerellos.... also pretty nice.... treated myself for a great week at work and in life. bought a fish and chips together with a seafood chowder.... woah..... and an oyster to kick things off. :) fantastic.

then headed to this shop for a Tarot card reading... though i am told that it is against my faith to go for such things... i thought i'd try it out and see it for myself, whether i believe it is another thing altogether. so i sit and start my session... looking at my cards it paints a pretty interesting picture of myself, my psychological state of mind and who i am.

so they are:
- Experiencing a phase of great success. (true.)
- Very traditional behaviour ie the practice of the way of the gentlemen. (true.)
- Very loyal (true.)
- Trustworthy (true.)
- Actions driven by practicality more than feeling (VERY true)
- Under immense pressure (VERY true)
- A great source of energy that flows from within (shady... depends on how u look at it.)

And this is what she told me about my future:
- A well to do future is coming
- Money and love will come at the same time (so when's the money coming?)
- I will be doing a lot of travelling (*raises eyebrows)
- I should learn to also trust and utilise my intuition
- I should learn how to say NO! fast! (true true....)
- I need to create more space for myself... (linked to above)

Love life... (hee hee hee.... thought i'd look into this... cause there's something thats blocking it)
- That a lot of individuals who like me but have not surfaced, ie they know of my presence but perhaps i do not know their feelings.
- That one special person is not in my romantic life yet
- I am waiting. I am ready but just waiting.
- If a relationship does kick off it'll probably be a playful relationship (whatever that means...)

yup that was quite kickass amazing.... i would say it is super interesting. i think its not so important knowing myself, but how its sparked an interest to really start understanding myself better. like the bureaucratic and private self as em would like to put it. but hmmmm it was really funny yet disturbing when she was opening my cards about who is the ONE. 15 cards later... I still do not pull out a single romantic card but instead keep on pulling out energy and success cards.... wtf.... lol.... hmmmm what could it mean? she eventually started getting puzzled as to how come i'm not drawing a romance card... in the end she told me that she hasn't entered my life... haha.... i jsut laugh it off though i was somwhat saddened... its like there's this aura around me thats saying "you know this guys taken? do you know that? huh??? so f off!" when in truth i'm single. dots... interesting.... very interesting. :)

so after the tarot reading headed for a ferry ride back to perth... wicked... free wine tasting, wind blowing in my face.... euphoric... i jsut couldn't help but just sit down and think about my life at this moment. how it may change drastically soon. what can i do about it? do i know what i want? will her feelings materialise? so many many questions arise.... but yet i'm unsure of so many of these answers... at least though, i now know what these questions are in the first place.... and a direction has been set.

then we went to watch DOA.... though we were 5mins late. we went to watch the show... though apparently the amount of 'chicks' we saw was zero.... we exited the show with the biggest question mark on our heads.... and eventually found out we were directed to the WRONG theatre!!! wtf!!!!!! argh!!!! my bookout!!!! at least we got our money back. sheesh!

but ha..... it has been a great day indeed..... the bookout, the tarot reading session, the company, the food, the ferry ride.... finally enjoyed a bookout less the practical mindset...

good day!
nite