hello one and all

its officially been like a whole month since i blogged... ever since Chinese New Year with a semi partially controversial entry about the Love story of 3 Singaporean birds

it feels like a bloggers mortal sin is not to blog for so long. seriously i feel like my blog is super duper outdated.... so sad i'm very sorry my readers if you still do drop by my blog...

anyway within this whole month i've been working like crazy in singapore and now in aussie. yup i'm offically now overseas and beginning my training to become a pilotZ! the real thing has begun finally.

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17th of february was that fateful day that i left singapore for perth... my new home for the next 9 months.... what happened before that? managed to happily meet up with my secondary class àt the most happening chalet of the year! haha... well at least for me... met up with friends and had good ole chats... was really interesting to find out whats everyone been up to... we've got our class elites jeffrey and xiu yun in the lead studying in our top 2 universities in singapore. we've got our poly guy mates heading into NS this year... muahahahahah good luck gents, must grow your hair long long... cause its all gonna go bye bye! :P

yeah its a brand new year and guess what? its another shot for the "zero hit" record holder, otherwise known as... myself... to ask someone out on V Day. had attempted to ask her out on Valentine's Day but well no luck. dots... another year down the drain. wonder if she would have said yes if i asked her earlier. cause from the beginning of the new year i had already like decided that she would be my Valentine this year. and that i should ask her out no matter what. whether she says yes or no would be ok for me. i even planned to call her and all 14 days in advance, because its coincidentally 2 weeks and the start of the month. sadly unfortunately when i called her i suddenly became lost for words.... talked about something toopid and before i knew it... tat toopid conversation topic as over. and there was this awkward silence... dots... sobs.... before i knew the phone call was over... my window of opportunity closed on me. wasn't her fault thats for sure. toopid ole me blew it again... haha...

its funny cause when i surfed friendster for the first time in aussie i saw someone's bulletin. those typical ones like "how to tell a guy/girl likes you" quite your typical friendster bulletin... but hey why not just take a look right? hmmm curiousity got the better of me... thought i'd see how the guy version was like. how accurate was it. surprisingly out of the 50 odd tell-tale signs.... 40 were right! and even i could feel that there was some relation. take one of them for example, when a guy can easily flirt with anyone other girl on the street in (including friends) but yet he cannot seem to bear to flirt casually with the one he really likes... someone he really really likes.... in this respect it is sooo soooo true... what to do.... hai she's someone who means so much to me that she presence just throws me off balance... its like euphoria, confusion and eternal longevity all rolled up into one. amazing yet intoxicating at the same time... but still at the end of the day i'm single again for another year running. yupzz... oh wellz

i've somewhat learnt my lesson. i simply do not have the courage to tell her how important she is to me. how i'd give the world to her. well one of my goals to get after this period in perth whether i make it back as a civilian or a pilot trainee is to garner up all the courage i can get give it a shot. staying single for 20 years is one heck of an achievement... especially in singapore! sheesh! ok but that doesn't mean i'm getting attached for materalistic reasons.

so tats that. my love life in a few paragraphs.

well life now in aussie is treating me pretty well. we're the most junior course here in terms of seniority and course size. we're like the smallest course of pilot trainees in the history of RSAF!... yeah! talk about making history. how cool is that? but so far 9 out of 10 things about being a small course is bad!... haha.... splitting our car monthly cost goes 11 ways instead of 20. our orientation programme was half strength! our secondary duties come twice as fast!! (think roster system), whatever cost per person to organise weekly happy hours are doubled... how is that good?

but anyway jokes aside i've got more or less 4 main goals i wanna achieve here pearce.
- Earn my Wings
- make sure i keep in touch with my friends no matter what!
- slowly win her heart here (probably more difficult than climbing mt everest... but none the less a scalable wonder)
- save money to get myself a car! yeahz!

how cool is that? i'm saving to buy myself a car.... but of course its gonna be a simple car... unlike your typical pilot stereotype who typically drives bmw, merz and all those hotshit cars... i'm happy with my mitsubishi car which will be coming out in may this year! rockin! give it about 5months to iron out any teething problems and shaaashing! my first car... lol.... but thats just wishful thinking... can probably only pay COE when i come back. then take loan or something to finance the car... hopefully can get my car like this... lol... or i could wait till i'm 21. oh wellz.... wishful thinking

glad to know that one of my goals here is on its way. well not the winning heart thingy... but keeping in touch with my friends.... cheers to my darling sis and bynn for already sending a letter to me. no the sentence doesn't mean i've received it yet. lol.... it'll take awhile... like maybe a quarter of a month to reach me. i think. lol.... others whom i'm communicating via e-mail.. cheers to ya too! really good to hear from you all in singapore. nothing beats a little singlish.

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yupz... thats all for my first blog entry in aussie...

good day

yesh darls... finally written me blog ya? lol...