---Miscellaneous song from Chrno Crusade, an anime. ---

It is because i love you, that i get hurt and confused.
Cuddling with our cold faces cheek to cheek my heart was born.
i always want to see you as soon as possible

I love you so much that i become speechless
What can i do to see your kindness?
Hold me closer, and stronger..
I will believe in your warm embrace.
Goodbye, solitaire...
to tomorrow...

hi... finally back after a relatively long blog break. hmmm... nothing much has been happening to me other than my love for flying. flying flying flying... i must say its really something to be able to strap yourself in a 4 seater aircraft with you in the command of her and if you treat her right... well she'll show you the world that she lives in. a world above all.

i've finally obtained my TEACHING LICENSE!! so i've gone back to outram (my sec sch) to do relief teaching... its quite a fun thing to do actually... teachers call u by your first name.... students address you as "mr chua". of course teaching the upper sec class isn't is easy as it is. cause most of them still vaguely remember me at first glance. haha and most will know and call me "shaun" lol... oh wellz...

by now you have GOTTA be thinking.... whats with the song right? hmmm... how should i say it... to put it plain and simple ... this song is not for me... is it for HER? maybe... i'm not sure myself... but is it for a SHE?? definitely... who is she? well she means so much to me... like a blind man's eyes or the mute's voice. she is sooo important to the person that they feel soooo grateful for having this GIFT.

but cause of her circumstances... well... perhaps the time is not right... like the multiple 9 and 7, they only meet when they are multiplied together and only when they're coupled together. no other combination below that exists. and right now.... that scenario is possibly far from that. but anyway... i think trying to jio her is not the issue at hand now... its something else.

but anyway.... this will probably be my last entry for the next 3 days... cause something called the Final HandlingTest... or FHT is coming up. my final flight.... till i earn my wings... the wings of gold.... the wings that i have wanted to earn from day 1.... those wings are so close... i will make it!