Good evening fellow readers.....

today.... nothing short of a painful day... during history lect, we were shown photos of what happened during World War II in Germany... esp in the concentration camps.

today finally got my flight.... haven't flown for quite awhile.... luckily got to fly today.... otherwise i would have gone insane.... flying has become some sort of a soothing voice for me... (sad life as leo & kalai would say) as i'm loaded with more and more stress in school everyday.... i find YFC kind of a place where i can be released from this stresses...

flew with TEO AH today.... female pilot who's extremely experienced... i salute her..... apparently my rudder control a bit off today.... anywayz..... my landings were beautiful manz..... so rewarding..... was kissing the runway again.... nice and smooth..... almost no jerk at all due to the impact. though my final landing with flaps was super high.... lol..... oh wellz... didn't get to go solo today....... cause of the low clouds over seletar airport vacinity and the toopid birds.... got there was like some wedding going on near the runway for the birds..... they were all just littered at the threshold of the runway.... basically the starting point of the runway. there were some flying across the r/w which is damm dangerous...... basket... because of that i couldn't go solo.... T_T

sighz....... oh wellz.... watched eye contact today and hai.... questions were ok lahz..... nothing really inciteful..... got one girl... think was gail chua or something from nan yang girls....... something looked so wrong about her..... and the fact that the top schools were selected to ask questions..... good gosh..... oh... haha.... my mom say a primary sch friend of mine... Chia Hong Ju currently in NJC.... wow.... fancy meeting him on TV....

oh haha..... this is damm funny.... one girl asked a question about getting license plate numbers like SEX6969. lol.... funny....

"god.... please help me to find strength in my current endeavours.... it is really unbearable the stress, the pain, the dissapointments.......... give me strength so that i can help get my act together once again.... like how things were last year.... when i was happy..... though the stress was there.... i could be myself.... i had fun.... real fun.... fun that i could enjoy without thinking of how harsh reality was..... amen." Shaun