nice sleep manz....

well for some reason.... i've been starting to dream a lot more about her lately. few days ago... i married her.... today.... i dreamt that i was dating her..... (people for your information no seexual thoughts have come to my mind.... she deserves that much respect.)

makes me wonder am i subconsiously trying to console myself knowing that i can't get her and that i should not get her..... or is it a sign of things to come.... that there is still hope..... sigh.......