hey hey!!!!!
yahz..... sorry mai for not updating me blogz..... yahz been trying to get new songs for the blog..... collecting as many meaningful ones as i can so that i can choose songs that can reflect my mood..... expecteed from a lit student ya? ^_^

yahz.... got back my results.... euro history was a total shocker..... miss yeow was like quite dissappointed with some of the results..... so i was like... oh shit i'm gonna get screwed by her manz..... then ahz..... she called my name... (right fist was covering my mouth) then i look at her...... she stared at me...... i started trembling..... eyes blinking faster..... my fist started getting tighter...... then she said.....

"Shaun.... i have never seen you............ perform any better in my paper before......."

my god.... my heart just melted..... eyes glittered... wah i was like.... I PASSED HISTORY whoppeeee!!!! after one whole year of F.... i got a.......................................... C!!! wah lau manz!!! jump from F -> AO -> E -> D -> C!!! in one common TEST!!!! wholly smokes manz.....

then i read.... wah lauz..... so many good comments..... i was totally touched manz...... was like... the so called trick question whereby people who attempted it would surely fail..... i PASSED it.... its like HOLY SMOKES!!!! ok lar its not like an A or something...... 13/25 is no big deal for the average JC student... maybe even pathetic for those readers that come from our top colleges.s... but for me... it mattered...... and for one also.... the question on Bismarck.. i had a good INTRO!!!!! then got so many "gd" "gd" "gd" in my essay.... "interesting pt" wah liew.... i was so touched..... i nearly cried.....

well only my lit paper dissapointed me after that..... got a blardy F for it..... because of Translations.... because i was almost sleeping during the paper.... because there was no more coffee in the canteen.... because of the 9hrs of intense brain working action for the past 1 1/2 dayyz..... so yahz.... too tight lahz..... for me... its proven i can't do long distance eexams.... esp at one shot....

so the verdict? DEF and a D7 for my GP..... D7 KNOW!!!! it was the fuc:)ed up compre that pulled me down.... my essay was a B already lor!!! anywayz... it was a very touchy essay i wrote which i'll post it up when i get the time and the script.

Role of honour:
Leonard => for painstakingly helping the study group to understand better... it worked for me.... ^_^
kalai => for once again helping me come up with my bismarck notes for my sup papers which i used once again..
mai => for providing her assistance in the study group.... it helped too ya?

and not to forget, most of all, deserves all mention...
Emily: (applause) why? because she's my 2nd peer to receive whatever help i can give for economics.... she has proven herself that she can overcome the barrier btn her B, if not an A, and econs itself.... i'm very proud of you emiz...... nothing else on earth can be as rewarding as to see you achieve an impressive improvement....... the student has outdone the teacher..... i salute to you......

anywayyz..... kinda behind time for a lot of things...... haven't had the heart to start pouring my thoughts into my personal diary lately... yet there's so many things to write...... still have almost 8 pending chapters to go and some spicy daily entries that will go in soonz.... who will see it? well..... i guess i'll never know.... cause unless i get a girlfriend or i die during my flight training... (choy touch wood...... erm.... thats interesting..... thee's no wood in my com room... oh wait behind got.... [tap]) or any other mishap.... i guess this book will never be known.... my true feelings..... what someone really is to me..... and how'll my principle's work..... will be extracting a component to post on my blog.... hee..... thinking you can get a name outta it? nope nope nope.... hee.... this one is a part with no name what-so-ever. (no-name woman) lol.... no lahz she's not reflected in that negative a light ya? ^_^''

i manageed to pluck the guts to type this as yahz.... i did this during my reflectitons time during the 1 week break and managed to find a difference and define some stuff.... which i'll address in a long long long post.... probably may decide to put it somewhere else..... dunno.... but rest assured.... i think it'll help those who are lost in love, losing love, lost for love, love loser, lost by love.... u get what i mean..... as long as you got the word "Lose" "Love" its worth a read...

wah got expectations already for this coming entry..... yahz.... will choose some meaningful music too.... see ya around people....

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