hihi....
back on the sch's com again.... hai..... oh wellz... haha..... -_-'' this means the com at home.... my 'super duper wooper looper' fast computer is taking a long holliday..... today if i have the time, its gonna undergo an extremely delicate surgical operation... basically need to rewire the hard disks... adjust the motherboard USB connections... and reinstall all my applications all over again.... fun eh? beats watching anime..... (hint hint)

so today is the eve of valentine's day.... honestly... who the hell is that bastard anyway? i mean seriously... how in tarnation did he come about in the first place? how in the world can the whole world celebrate one day just for him? i mean seriously... was he some kinda president or something? i mean commiting suicide for your country is enough reason to declare that day a holiday.... i mean shit manz..... a guy just professes his love to a girl and it becomes a calendar recognised day? i mean isn't there a romeo & juliet day? is there an othello day? is there a titanic day? noooooo.... there's just valentine's day..... i mean.... dammit sia hungry economists are taking advantage of this situation by marking up the prices of roses.... what the hell manz? its like huh? i can grow roses at home...... hell i'll even say "Orchid" for you... (so clever...)

the question comes.... do i hate valentine's day? isn't it obvious? i love this day manz.... haha..... i mean..... the fact that one can devote a hell lotta time to create a present for that special someone..... i really have to admire that...... but what do people give in return... "oh thanks shaun..." erm.... ok..... i've spent 3 freakin hours making 2 paper made items..... well... 2 paper made items each for 8 friends.... dun take it too hard.... but i mean think how valentine's girlfriend.... uh... what's her name? true.... what the hell is her name? toopid valentine.... oh wellz..... toking nothing but crap now.... anywayz.... gals..... hope ya like the presents..... first time i'm really sitting down and making those prezzies on me own....

and wats more... i even made a poem which i left at the buttom of the little box i made..... no one really noticed it till the end of the day..... was it intentional? or was i saving the trees? well perhaps a bit of both.... but anywayz. the main reason is that i wanna make sure that those who received it.... read the little poem that has more meanings than one..... the poems goes something like this.

V day poem 2004
A bar of kitlkat
to remind you to take a break
A packet of M&Ms
to share with ya friends
2 Hershey's like a pair of doves
to share with the one you love
And a nice pin for you
to remember what i've mentioned too

All in all the day will be fine
Lets hope you'll find your valentine!

yup... that was it.... nice? well basically was trying to find the values of the various stuffs i made.... i hopefully think i did well on that ya?

some people may be wondering, am i targeting anyone this year? well i am sure .... but the thing is.... i've doubtful as to whether i should give it to her... i know that she would greatly appreciate it.... but the thing is.... will it jeopadise our friendship? will she be willing to commit? will "I" be willing to commit? this questions really casts a lot of doubts in my mind..... what to do what to do manz..... the thing is the present is intended to be as a sign of friendship.... friendship? well not exactly... is it more towards confessing my love to her? or is it just to give her an encouragement? till now i'm still not sure..... what to do? what to do? anywayz... i'll tell ya mroe as it comes along.....

tomorrow is the YFC joyride for CJC... finally all the hard earned effort, blood, shit, crap, puke, not forgetting sweat, will come to a temporary end... cause there will still be the after first 3 months recruitment.... lets hope that all will go well.... however there is this speculation that "she" will be going.... the cute PE teacher that now i've confirmed was a member of ODAC last year and a previous CJCian..... and on top of that... she was probably a member of the YFC as her face was in the sch magazine's photo.... dunno whether she was in the joyride or really a member who got phased out..... we'll never know.... unless by some miraculous reason she comes tomorrow....

sigh.... Papa Alpha and Papa Bravo (the CT/4Es) are still down... T_T... which gal do i like better? well i've only flown on Alpha 2.5 times..... the 0.5 time was a special time with her on the ground with a dead engine.... and a romantic tow back to the hanger.... she gave me nothing but the best view at seletar airport.... strong cool winds and the fact i could get a good view of the aircraft's training in the area.... but she really is a nice babe to fly.... reminds me of the strong potential of the ODAC team.... the undying spirit, the immense energy she has.... the sheer beauty of her capabilities.... and not to mention she'll hold you tight when you start attempting risky.... will she ever let me down? well if i cannot learn and understand how to control her beauty... i'll be letting her down.... will i be willing to go back to the Piper Warrior II if i let her down? i really dun't know.... i mean the piper is.... well i do appreciate the gifts she's given to me as well.... but i'm willing to show all my devotion and loyalty to her.... i mean the new galz.... ^_^

been bloggin for like 40mins liaoz..... is the catholic thing gonna start yet? i could have gone down to see her... i mean she's not feeling to good now and boss says that she's not ready to go back to the skies.... oh ya.... about Bravo? well never flew with her b4..... but from what i know.... well i dun't really know much about her..... cause she's got issues...... really serious issues.... she won't let me talk to anyone else other than her.... (ie radio not working)

crapz... finger pain..... all the origami folding really thats the life outta ya.... been sleeping at 1am, 12.30am, 12.45am for the past 3 days.... today... the swan will continue her birth.....

till my next blog that will hopefully be on my OWN com..... tata