11 more days to go! will i get a prezzie this time?
oh wellz..... i dunno if its just paranoia or what manz.... care to hear? well sure why not...
basically we've got this new teacher.... looks like a 20+ girl? well honestly... she looks really young... yeah.... oh ya manz...for some reason i find her damm cute.... its like.... "oh its the cute PE teacher again" why am i going bonkers over her? beats me... honestly... is it her:
ultra slim figure?
really sporty look?
cute face?
fresh new girl in the neighbourhood?
or could it be just because there's a vacuum.... the "Shauny's cute idol" (think American idol) waiting to be filled.
but the thing is.... thought my ultra sensitive eyes i can easily detect her through my field of vision.... and to some extent have this erm.... i'lll call it situational awareness radar.... basically i can tell where she is without seeing her for about a minute and know where exactly to spot her kinda thingy.... weird...... i really surprise myself sometimes.... so anywayz....
today i kinda like saw her for 2 seconds while walking to my classroom.... from what i saw.... there was no vision exchange between us. at least i think there wasn't..... hmmmm.... so i walk to my class to wait for it to be unlocked..... so i decided to take another peek at her when she would come into my line of sight again (building was blocking) woah... suddenly when appeared.... she was looking directly at me.... its like she was walking out and deliberately looking out for me or at least something near me.... i tell you its freakin me out!!! i couldn't help but to turn away and "try" to act normal and head to class.....
the ironic part of it is that i dun even know her name.... -_-'' so much confusion and spice and i dun even know her name!!! geeezzzz...... what kinda life is that manz!!!
anywayz..... this is day 3 of my little 14 day project till.... go figure..... i started on feb 1st.... somehow i feel that this is something really dear to me.... what i'm making.... yes the very fact remains.... i am MAKING my very first V day present to give to this special someone... how big is it gonna be? well i suppose its gonna be palm sized.... nothing practical..... but i'm really putting in my heart and soul to make this one.... how graceful it is...
somehow i feel.... that V day for me.... is getting different year after year..... stay tuned to find out more!!! tata

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